Poetry
Two Poems
By Nathan Spoon
Sacrum convivium
as if a cloud and the bodied neurology of a starfish were
combined as if the person walking toward us like a friend
were a friend as if the Goddess of Anarchy rose and drifted
never leaving her place because she held no place as if that
eternal classic of a trope of looking for the flaw in any sort
of awful logic were sufficient to instantly banish it from this
collection of ours as if anarchy were feasible as if anarchy
were infeasible as if tears could prevent bad people from
scrunching their shoulder with glee while doing bad things
while the sun shines on delicious leaves of grass as if another
breath was all that is needed to round out our world again
as if there is a courtyard beyond the window behind our good
backs as if our lives mean nothing more than what they seem
to mean as we strike the poses we hope will shimmer eternally
The Susquehanna by Moonlight
All the lovers a single chain has joined together
—Guillaume Apollinaire
Tiny feathers
are drifting through air
shared by opposing reinforcements
cluttering heads. Before lowering your
platform helmet,
consider what your breath
and blood are doing out beyond the edge of
these woods. Consider how coyotes are calling
each to each
at acceptable distances
from where you are.
When it is night you will be sleeping
with your bedroom window open. In your dreams coyotes
will walk calmly past
your unlit window. In your dreams
you will feel their fur softly
inside the ventricles
of your soul. Their fur
will be a willow stick
shoved in earth merely to mark
a spot, until, to the surprise of all, that stick, sprig by
leaf by sprig by leaf, becomes
a mature willow. The leaves of your dreams will
droop and mingle
with the leaves
of ordinary grass.
These leaves will be
the living
eyes and ears
when you wake.
Nathan Spoon is an autistic poet with learning disabilities and “low academic fluency” whose poems have appeared in the publications Poetry, Mantis, Reflections (Yale Divinity School), Oxford Poetry, and elsewhere. His debut collection, Doomsday Bunker, was published in 2017. He is senior editor of X-Peri and a 2019 visiting poet to the Ruth Stone Foundation Reading Series.
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